It really has been the week of punishments. To being with my boyfriend was out of town last weekend and I decided to spend the whole weekend playing and drinking with my friends. Well one night I went over my limit and just drank WAY too much!! That earned me my first spanking! After that it was like I just decided to push it as much as possible. I broke multiple rules and was super sassy and disrespectful. My boyfriend has needed to blister my bottom every day this week....Needless to say I am sitting on a pretty sore bum.
I think a lot of the sass and bad attitude came from PMSing and the stress from having a finale. (In law school, usually one comprehensive, closed book, three hour exam determines my whole grade.) We have talked about it and decided that even though I may not be able to control my emotions/hormones, I am still responsible for my actions and if I don't behave I will get paddled. Which I 100% agree with! I know I cannot control my hormones but I also don't want them to get the best of me. We also decided when its "that time of month" I will get a little reminder spanking every day to help me stay on track. I really think it will help and may even save my poor behind from a worse spanking!
I am hopeful that this week will be better and that I will spend a lot less time in this position. :)
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