Thursday, July 25, 2013

Well I didn't get it together....

I had a terrific day at work and class and than I got home. Things were fine at first and then I let it slip that I haven't been taking notes or paying attention in class. Not smart!
BF: What!?
Me: Yes I don't pay attention or take notes because it is so boring
BF: So have you actually been doing your homework?
Me: (bite my lip) no

Needless to say I got spanked pretty hard! He used his wooden paddle and it hurt so much! It is even bigger than the lexan paddle so it covers even more of my bottom. It also leaves a deep pain but stings at the same time! Its the worst!

I really do feel awful about lying. I cried during this spanking and I usually don't cry. I need more than physical pain to cry. Lying to him I feel is the worst thing you can do in a relationship and what makes it worse, I lied multiple times. I felt awful about it. I still do. I just hate that I made him so angry and broke his trust. I learned a valuable that won't need repeating.

I have been thinking about it and realize that I need to not take for granted the fact that Bryan cares about me enough to make sure that I work hard in school and when I don't he cares enough to discipline me. I am blessed that I have found some that cares and loves me this much..... even if it does leave me with a sore bottom :) <3

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

A morning full of spankings!

To begin with I get spanked ALOT! Like a few times a day. They're mainly little spanking for things like rolling my eyes, saying no, being sassy, being too playful and crossing that line. So right before we went to bed I was in a super playful mood and just totally testing how much I could get away with! Well after the second no I said, it was to the closet with me and the lexan paddle! (I have a huge walking in closet and thats where we conduct most of the spankings) I hate that paddle SO much! It covers most of my bottom with one swat and its stings like HELL! Ours also has holes so it really stings!
After the spanking was done and we were laying in bed, I was reminded that I broke another rule today. One that I have punished for many times. My bf said it was too late for another spanking and I would be getting one when I got home from class. 

He also said that I need to get up when he does and start doing stuff for work. I'm in my third year of law school and I am a legal intern. I am a hard worker but I am the biggest procrastinator. So my bf helps me stay on track with incentives if I 
don't ;)

Well he left for work this morning and told me to get up and start working. I didn't. He texted me and told me to get up and start working. I said, "Yes, sir" but still didn't. See my bf doesn't usually get off work until 3 or 4. I thought I would have left for work by then and he wouldn't know if I got up and worked or not, Well I was really wrong! The city where he is working had a power outage so he came home super early. He caught me still in bed watching TV and messing around on my computer. OOPS! 

He was not pleased! He walks straight to the closet, grabs the lexan paddle, pulls me out of bed, bends me over and starts swatting away! It stung even worse this time because my bum was still a little sore from last night. 
I was also punished for the rule I broke yesterday


Because I am a slow learner I took FOREVER getting ready for work and didn't have time to do my homework for my guess what..out came the paddle, up went my dress, down with my panties for my third spanking in less than 24 hours! 

Hopefully I will get it least for my bottoms sake! :) 

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

First time blogging!

So I never in a million years thought I would be a blogger and also never in a million years thought that my boyfriend would spank me and what's more I would like it! :)
My boyfriend and I have been in a DD relationship for a little over a year and it has done amazing things for us both personally and our relationship. However, lately it has been harder for me to not be able to to share this part of my life with my family and friends. So I decided to start a blog that would allow me to share my experiences and connect with others in the lifestyle. :)